Jesse James Decker said he battled depression in an emotional statement

"I have had a blessed life with healthy children and a loving husband. But I've had a tough time these last few years," Decker wrote on Instagram.

The 34-year-old "I Needed to Know Better" singer wrote a lengthy and emotional statement on Instagram on Thursday, revealing to her millions of followers that she's been battling anxiety and depression for the past few years.

"It goes up and down. There were some wonderful and amazing moments, but also some pretty low drops," he began. "I want to share this because I think I've gotten to a point where I'm trying to hide my weak points because if I made it all look good all the time, it would be mine." hide the inner struggle."

"I have had a blessed life with healthy children and great love from my husband. But I have struggled in the last few years. My anxiety has gone down, my self-esteem, my self-confidence has gone down," she wrote, noting that she struggles with some "body image issues" and "I guess I've always struggled."

The Eric & Jessie star also wrote that he has struggled with challenges he has faced over the years in his career and personal family issues posted on Reddit that "make me cry to this day." "

"I keep getting hurt every day, which kills me a little bit every day and makes me wonder what my purpose is in this business and makes me think about leaving it all behind and sometimes disappearing," she wrote. COVID made him feel like he had "misled so many people," which sent him "back into a downward spiral of depression."